i don't even know what to say... feels weird to be this grown up
also, it wasn't entirely on purpose, but i met my birthday (that is, waited till 12 o'clock) in a game... i hope that's not too irresponsible for my age (o_ _)ノ
anyway, sorry for the lack of updates! i'll be sure to write a post about how the rest of my birthday goes, and then back to the usual biz!
the title says the fifth of august, but technically it's already the sixth for me, 2am as of writing this to be exact. i did most of my work on the website during the day and moved on to other things, and only near the late evening did i have the time to sit down for a subtitle editing sesh. i really thought that with an energy drink in one hand and a useful program in the other i would get, like, a third of the episode done just in one sitting.
i heavily underestimated how obsessed with this show i am... it's really, definitely much worse than the first time. i have to stop every few lines to compose myself just because of how kyute the characters are, how much chemistry they have, how much they care for one another. this show is not even THAT amazing, its great but im obsessing about it so much just because i fell in love with those three idiots that fell in love with each other. i think i might have to make a daredevil shrine soon, just because i dont feel like talking about this show too much here or on my tumblr blog, and spamming my friends' dms just feels like annoying them. my rambles might actually be interesting and based sometimes, but everything should have a limit, and the analysis of my favorite media usually doesn't. so if i have a separate place to ramble about it, that would be perfect! everyone who doesn't care for this show can just not look, but it will be a great place for any fans and especially me! at the end of the day, everything on this website is about your host, i hope you realised that already?
i have so, so, so much to say, and it never seems to end. i know better than to trust that feeling by now though, so i should hurry up with this shrine while i still have plenty of motivation to make it! i'll get to work tomorrow right away, and hopefully in a few days it will be up. too bad for the about page i started figuring out just today, but my shows are way too important to miss out on shrines while writing out my preferences in chocolate or whatever people make about pages for nowadays. (they don't at all!)
hopefully everyone can wait for a little longer to find out more about their host. don't worry, it's not like i know who that person is either, so it's not like you're missing out on much! as soon as everything , or at least something is figured out, the about page will be due, but before that let me explain to you something i understand much better.
thank you for bearing with me once again! being your host has been a delight.
hey!! yes, i'm alive for reals, you didn't just imagine that! hiii o(* ̄▽ ̄*)ブ
didn't post yesterday, felt a little sad. i was gonna keep working on the site after getting inspired from other ppl on neocities, but some kind of melancholy caught up to me. you know, when there is so much happening around you that you actually feel lonely? like feeling lonely on a party, except that the Web is much bigger and has much more people on it. on the bright side, i found myself some companions! look at them having fun!
before i fell ill to the sadness though, i managed to finish my subtitles for the first episode of daredevil! sis said that i made them 100 times more readable, so i'm proud of myself ( •̀ ω •́ )
i'll probably keep working on s2 tomorrow, since it would be better for sis to watch it with normal subs right away. i can already feel how hard it's gonna be, not because i'll have lots and lots of lines to translate, but because of how much emotional damage can be dealt to my fragile mental state with just one episode of s2 〒▽〒
about my website: i have so many ideas for what to do and how to do it, but it's hard to make it all a reality, especially when i want everything to be perfect right away... well, you have to start with *something*, right?
right now i want to make some sort of simple about page, and after that is done i'll workshop this blog page, and make the buttons page! that one is very important to me, because i really want to talk about all the inspirations i found on the Web! oh, and i want to make my own button, of course. i already have an idea for that, and hopefully my so-so pixelart skills will be enough (o_ _)
anyway, that's it for now! you'll probably hear from me tomorrow, crying about daredevil or something xP
hello and welcome back, my fellow spirits! after a whole 3-month absence, i am finally making a comeback into the website-making community!
it's interesting how i was the most productive with working on these pages while in a state of total anxiety. i made so many things in such a short amount of time, and that was between school and trying to stop all my relationships from falling apart... this spring was pretty rough not gonna lie ( ̄▽ ̄|||)
however, i think that i can maintain the same and even better results now, when i'm feeling better and have more free time! besides picking website-making back up, i also got into translating subtitles for a show (yall know which one), and it feels even more fun and rewarding than translating VNs, plus it's more closely related to my interests. i also want to do more pixel-art again, since many of the features that i want to implement to my website are closely related to it. i feel a little tired with this new packed schedule, but as long as i don't burn myself out it should be fixable by going to bed early xP
i want to thank my dear friend Emi for giving me the motivation to work on ghost web once again, your little compliment really went a long way! i still haven't thanked all the people that inspired me to start this journey in the first place, but i'll work on a button page soon, and there everyone will be mentioned and properly thanked <3
it's getting late, so that's it for now.
EDIT 02.08.2024: ms. Rizz, if you are reading this, please skip this post. it has major daredevil spoilers in it, and i still have hope that you will one day experience this show on your own. you can read the post below this one tho <3
so! i wasn't really motivated to do much today, so i decided to get a bit further into daredevil...
i'd say it all suddenly went to shit, but honestly with daredevil it feels like everything is going there constantly (〒▽〒)
so... The Unmasking happened...................
i honestly did not expect it to happen at all, and even if it did i would hope for a much later date??? like, sure, matt might be found out through antagonistic means of wilson or someone more curious like urich, but just leaving him helpless, in his own apartment, found by his best friend?...........
i'm kinda scared of turning the next episode on, because......... well it's obviously not gonna be sunshine and rainbows after that ≡[。。]≡
and the longer i think about it, the worse it gets (ㄒ﹏ㄒ) like, even without considering foggy's negative thoughts about the masked man, he is the closest thing matt has to family, they are super close friends, they work together, they trust each other, and to find out that someone who's that close to you have been lying to you about such an important thing for so long....... it must be incredibly upsetting...
and then matt probably doesn't even get to explain himself properly, because why should foggy believe him after just finding out about such a big lie????
i have to wonder if this goes to karen as well or not...... it would be so awkward if she gets left out (/ω\).........
ugh, i know i should just go and watch it, but i can't bring myself to do it!!! i would rather marinate in the anticipation of angst than to face the reality (ノAヽ)
anyway, i should probably lie down..... cant do any coding today, too tired......... i do have an idea for a new page on here tho, pretty self-indulgent, but so is everything i create
⩗(◔౪◔)⩗ i'll probably work on it tomorrow.
hello, internet people! my first entry on here, i'm so excited!!!
i never would have thought that i could make..... an actual website??? like, my own page on the internets?????
i thought you have to be super smart and learn a ton of scary coding stuff to make one, turns out it's as easy as spending two weeks occasionally torturing other people's code and having a little bit of fun in photoshop ⩗(* ̄▽ ̄*)⩗
and that's not even mentioning that hosting a website is as easy as making an account on neocities, and they just keep your page up for free, how cool is that?!?
anyway, i'll probably make a separate entry about website-making, probably more than one, but for now lemme tell you about something i did today, like in a real cool-ass blog!!
most of the day i actually procrastinated by watching a cool tv show "daredevil",
hello to scribbles who recommended it to me ヾ(≧▽≦*)o
basically it's about these three silly fellas fighting crime in many highly varying in legality ways:
i've only known them for 3 hours, but if something bad happens to them i'm killing everybody on this webpage and then
myself 〆('∧` )
which of course won't do much, considering that we're all ghosts here, but still....... you,
the one who's reading this, are probably not!! so!! you've been warned!!!
i should probably go to bed now, but i'm so hyped up from the sugar in my blood and the loud music in my earphones and endorphins that my brain awarded me with for finishing a pretty webpage, idk how to go to sleep rn....... so maybe i'll mess around the cyberspace for a little bit longer, who knows what i'll find??